Lamar Odom no longer watches episodes of soon-to-be-ex wife Khloe Kardashian's reality TV show because he finds it too painful to relive the dissolution of their marriage, according to HollywoodLife.com.

Ever since the 29-year-old Keeping Up With The Kardashians star filed for divorce from her NBA husband last December, the website reports Odom has avoided watching any scenes from season 9 of the show, as he goes about the business of trying to move forward with his life.

The 34-year-old former NBA Sixth Man of the Year recently moved to Spain, where he is playing out the remainder of the Spanish pro league season and isn't expected back in the states until sometime in April.

"Lamar ain't got nothing but love for everybody, but he's really not trying to go back down memory lane because it wasn't a good look," a source close to Odom told HollywoodLife. "He hasn't even seen the show and is not keeping up with that."

The source later added that's not new to him. That was last year and he lived through that and it was torture for him. The last thing he's doing is sitting up watching his demise with a bowl of popcorn and a glass of water."

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